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"15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live"
that started me thinking. ive wasted fourteen years of my life, with really nothing to show. fourteen freaking years spent that i cant think of a simple thing worthwhile. in those fourteen years something great could have happened. if people normally live to a hundred, then ive only got eighty six more years to do something great. i have eighty six years to prove that theres a reason im here on earth. so i need some outrageous idea to prove to myself that i should be here, and im as well deserving as the next chica, right.
this whole grinch thing has got me in a tizzy. i really want to do so well, and today i could have done so much better but i feel like crap. i want to show to emilie and chelsea that i can do exactly what they need me to. i hate making excuses, but its hard to be someone else when you dont know yourself and your capabilities. it sounds like a lame excuse but thats how i feel. im really going to try hard to be precisely what they need. |
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nehrbassafrass's journal
exhausted
you wish you had my mad baking skills.
quelle surprise, i am good for something.
chipper
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